Saturday, June 25, 2011
Void of Course
I have not been exactly seizing the days lately. I've been contemplative, patient, uncharacteristically graceful and accepting. I've been like a walking, talking version of the serenity prayer. Bloody hell. Who am I and what have they done with Reya?
The truth is, I'm stagnating a little bit in all this luxurious gracefulness. I guess it isn't grace anymore when I spend hours staring into the half-finished wealth corner without lifting a finger to move things along. Or maybe the right way to say it is: first I was graceful, but then I got downright lazy - or stuck - or distracted. Probably a combination of all those things, eh?
As if to dance in shamanic alignment with an inner stillness gone a bit sour, my clients have gone awol. Well, just a couple of clients, but these people ALWAYS show up for their sessions. It's very uncharacteristic of them to forget to show up.
Two no-show clients in two days kicked my ass back into gear. I'm about to put the final touches on the wealth corner, then go for a nice long bike ride. It's a beautiful summer day in DC. I need to get out there!
Well. Who knew that even graceful heart opening can become an enchantment, even the most beautiful stillness can become stagnant? Not me, apparently. Forehead slap. Oh yeah.